What was it like getting to know each other again?

‘Love happens so seldom because most people have a scale of value, an image in their minds, with which they compare all the people they meet.’
Peter Lauster

What was it like 25 years ago and what is it like today? What has changed? The Emtycee He gave me this idea because he wanted to know my opinion.

So one thing in advance: I've never been such an expert on the opposite sex. I still don't get this today when I get turned on or I'm badly buried.

Something inside me makes me think I'm as interesting as a toast to the women. However, there are different points of contact in my past.

Of course, when I reached the age of 12, I was interested in girls of my age and that was funny, because before they were not interesting, but they became more and more and you do more and more with them, also other things that you never thought you would ever do.

At the time, I always thought that only the cool guys would get one. I always thought the girls only admired the great boys. "Rebelism must be very attractive at that age," a psychologist once said to me. Yeah, I guess there's a lot to it.

Not much changes over the years. Sometimes smacked around, sometimes fumbling – the usual stop. But I didn't have a girlfriend until I was about 26 years old. I met someone over the internet. It was an acquaintance of an acquaintance I was talking to about music.

We met once to go to the cinema together. ‘Dreamship Suprice’. Then something to eat and something to drink. It was a great evening. Nice conversations and how it had to happen, the bus was gone and I invited them to me. I didn't realize she wanted to lay me down. Even when she was naked and sitting in my bed, I slept kindly on the floor.

I always thought women weren't interested in me. A week later we met again because she had complained that I didn't understand what she wanted. I'm sure we've met for another three months. It was very exciting and hot.

Gradually, I got to know everyone I had something with over the internet. Even in ICQ. I was with this woman for three years. I had affairs with the others or I was once an affair. Then I met my current girlfriend. She was disappointed that I was on her profile but didn't write to her.

How could I and she not write? I got a visit at the time and so we write a day later. We've been together for 8 years now. Until now the longest time and what should I say? I'm still wondering how to get interested in me, but I know there is.

So what was it like in the past and what is it like today? Honestly, I can't say that because I've met everyone over the net. You're getting older and it's getting harder and harder to meet a woman.

I live in an open relationship today, although I've never had anything by the way, since I have the known problem, I don't get to know anything like that, but knowing that I could is very nice, because then I don't have to lie and cheat.

I hope I was able to answer your questions, dear Emtycee. And I also ask you: How were you then and how is it today?

Your Sasha


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Author: Sascha Markmann

Sascha Markmann is a creative mind with a moving biography – and a person who has rediscovered life after a stroke. After working as a paramedic and elderly caregiver, Sascha found his way into creative expression. As a blogger, podcaster, musician and visual storyteller, he brings together things that just don't fit at first glance: He combines his keen enthusiasm for technology – from self-hosted servers to electronic music production – with emotional depth and an oblique sense of humor. His contributions are somewhere between borderline, acid basslines and assistance – honestly, directly and with a wink. Guiding principle: “Audio-visual dullness with no usefulness – but perhaps that's why it's so valuable.”

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