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Hello and welcome to a new
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Exploitation of the digression where I
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regularly wandering far away from the topic
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Yes, I've been so lately
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Some things have been written down topics
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which I would like to trade halfway under
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Other Topics of Friendship
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Friendship is such a thing.
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The people who persecute me everywhere
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The internet is now on Facebook
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on youtube twitter gram and got me
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not seen
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They know everything exactly I'm someone
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on a borderline
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Personality Disorder Suffers or I
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I'm sick of it and I have mine.
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Live long before that too.
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Everything to wear has always been
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Difficulties had friendships
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hold
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It was always based on the motto of
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Eyes out of the mind
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Personally, I've always found it very
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It's a pity because I have a lot of
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Interesting people get to know it
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He spent time with her and then
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she's gone
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No matter how hard I tried
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Or try me too
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I just can't get it
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These people continue
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jaja interact
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It really is as soon as I stop in
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These circles are no longer
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Somehow it's over and that
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It's one thing that's always had
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More than annoyed
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That was more than annoying.
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Always something I found really unfortunate
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Too bad because even as a teenager there was
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telephone
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Even if you don't necessarily
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always and at all times one of your
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account because it was then also this year
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This means that you have to
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Regularly on weekends or evenings
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can continue to exchange
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but it was not so that on the
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On the other side, I always struggle.
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Meet new people
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I am very introverted and
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Reluctantly, even though I sometimes
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The things I do work like this
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As if I'm just the opposite
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I am or if I am earlier than
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Actors on Stage
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Actors, what does that mean?
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as a non-professional actor on stage
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confessed to sitting outwards but
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The coolest claim, however
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Inwardly, I'm always lighter
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downright disintegrated with excitement
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There are always two sides in me.
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And that's exactly how it is even if I
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Meet new people
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or when I get into a situation
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Where there are a lot of people around me
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I don't know who I don't
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I can estimate I am extremely
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restrained very restrained
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In fact, if a black
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behind me and I
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It would also be black in the face.
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I would once be with the wall then
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I don't see myself and again
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I would define something out.
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out of this wall and again somehow
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Want to make something known, that's how it is.
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I don't always feel that way
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simple
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Strange or more than funny.
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Yes where warm remained while decoding
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I just can't do it and I feel
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Yes, I think you can see it too
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I also don't really feel well
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feel
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Although then thought other part is there
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Of course, I'm curious about new
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People often get to know new things
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new experiences and so on and
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so on
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There's so much in me that's funny.
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Strange people aren't always there
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There have always been two sides to the
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Psychology would say one
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Ambiguity yes and that's how it is.
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Almost all of the things were
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Friendship is special to me.
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noticed
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I have during my work or
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also for training as an old nurse
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I have a wonderful
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My co-worker with whom I
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I really understood very well on
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of a purely platonic kind, and that was
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Really an important person because you
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in me a lot of knowledge or a lot of new
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He gave me more, and so I
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There were a lot of things stopping at me.
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re-evaluate it or recognize it
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I'm actually here and there.
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The problem has been dealt with
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heard and long talk short sense
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I left work
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All of the known and
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circle of friends and with and have new
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I met people with whom I
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I hung out and that's so
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It's a pity because there are people out there too.
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my past when I think
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There are so many classmates
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With whom I liked today
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I would like to exchange it especially
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light market especially then a colleague
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with whom I am a classmate today
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With whom I have been with again and again these days
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Don't communicate because I
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It's because she writes to me.
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It is too interesting to
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Find out what happens to people
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And even if I like it now
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I would go to a class meeting if
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One would or will be organized.
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I can't be there somehow
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And also some inhibitions in me.
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And that's what I meant the same way
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This fellow worker has
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really coincidence on facebook in a
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briefly described
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but we're not even there yet
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Friends, that's the interesting thing.
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wrote to me in the messenger if
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me and the vera and soy and then
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Yes, she likes to be a
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Drinking beer or
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I don't think I have a lust
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I drank beer but some
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Other Ports Party Drinks
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But even I can't do that because
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I would have to leave my apartment
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and then I would have to do this and then I would have to
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That's me, and actually it's me.
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trivid trivialities so banal
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things but maybe think about it
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These problems reappear to me.
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solvable
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And then, of course, comes the others.
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The things for which they are
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Expectations when you follow
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I've seen such a long time again
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mine are now also 8 16 18 years old
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because we have seen each other and what
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on the subject
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That's longer is mine already lost
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Funny and with me
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I'm actually thinking about it
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It's pretty stupid because I can do it
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It's so complicated with things that
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It could be so simple and
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It would be so easy to solve
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I had to get my ass up but
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This other side of this
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This fear of feeling but
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diffuse feeling I'm not liked
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and I meet with rejection
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that's always that's a taste that
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I can't be so constant
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describe
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and then that's a I know actually
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that the others like me but then
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That's why this feeling comes back.
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I don't like it and that's
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Improbably difficult and
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Complicated and so forceful that I
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I said I have no desire for new people.
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get to know
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On the other hand, I'm a human
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I am a social being and I
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I need contact, and I like it too.
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Contact The next example is
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For example, someone through whom I
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I have come to grope
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The Frank Star of the Friends Star
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He asked me a few times now
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Whether to make podcasts for you together
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want
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I'd be overjoyed because that's really
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This is an extremist model for me.
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It was also due to podcasting.
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I would love to be animal but
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Now I have the opportunity with you
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Let's do something together and then
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Once I can't do it
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the head in the sand and can't
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Do it, and I think it's totally stupid.
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It took forever for
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This started with the
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Podcasts from Different Emotions
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out and then I'd have it
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Possibility with almost an idea of
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To do something to me and I can't do it
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It just can't be done
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I once did a test show.
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for the live broadcast because I do
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Also on various platforms
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At the same time I wanted and had to stream
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I clicked the server together and
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Then try the settings.
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Of course, there had to be a
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Take a test run and there you have
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Really the window with me.
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called
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in the switched telephone number the
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I made extra for this trial show
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had
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And then we have it there
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I've been talking about how
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simply nice and uncomplicated and that
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It was pleasant and pleasing to them.
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talk and even then keep the tips
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Or not praised by him.
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I got this thing down like oil.
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It was great, but I can still
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not now
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Even though it would be an opportunity now
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make
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He would have to go and say you have
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you in the morning time we make a show
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Then it won't work now
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that I say you hello I have here
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You also have time and so does the child.
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not
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I mean, this isn't
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Friendship or something, but that's it.
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I just had to empty my ass up
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Thanks to God, this has
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format that I can get rid of
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The real issue is so much
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I want
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Awesomely beautiful when you
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Thoughts about a format make here
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friendships
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I really can't count how
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A lot of people knew I had mine.
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You know a lot of people there anyway.
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They are well known and distant.
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I want to know about it first.
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Don't start but I mean now
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friends or something or good
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I had classmates with me.
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Many in every school and in
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Every class was quiet.
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Colleagues who are already more
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as a co-worker, but
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Really good known good already
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They almost became friends with some of them.
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Doing more and doing less on the other
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Everyone knows something like this, but I know something
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It's so sad when I
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changed four times, or
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the School
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I didn't get it
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Keeping in touch and even with a
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School that was with me in town
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vocational college
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I've been there for years and I've been with
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Lots of interesting people there
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dig
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But as soon as we got out of school
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They were out of class and
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the next course of study, or
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Where Elsewhere
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out of the eyes of the mind and I find
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It's such a shame, but I said
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yes already
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It is also the way of dealing with me.
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with people is really difficult yes I
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I'm not someone to contact and it's
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Really likes when other people are there
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But on the other hand, it's back.
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unpleasant
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It's like being alone again.
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When I'm alone, I can do it and
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Let me do what I want and I will
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I want to sleep until 4 p.m.
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do this
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but no I stand at the latest 10 rest
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on or 11 o'clock if it's longer
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It took me a while and I could wait until 4 p.m.
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Sleeping up to 17 bits I could
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I got up at 11 p.m. and did my thing.
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Doing this is of course finding others
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People are there or other people are there.
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You can't do that there
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Somehow they do this to each other.
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A game that can be played as much as possible
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At the same time, others wake up.
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In others, you stand with what you do.
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Doing and not doing it is like that.
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My consideration of this
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this is so complicated
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I can't always understand people
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Even though I can understand
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Sometimes it's astonishingly simple.
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And then again, that's why it's so extreme.
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complicated and that's what I
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What's so hard and what's so hard
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This contradiction is debilitating in
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Now everyone knows why I
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always have such problems to report me
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Or to keep it all up.
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If others don't do a little
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Try harder than you do with others.
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It will also make you fall asleep
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Even with people with whom I
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It could be written regularly
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It happens because I'm not because I
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I am not interested or
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Not because it could, but because it could
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So strong and so extreme
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encumbered and encumbered I believe that
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Someone who can't solve this problem
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where it is less well understood how
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Someone who has this problem, well I
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I think that should be enough because
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I don't have much more to
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I'm not saying that I always
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again have circle could turn and I
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I think I've done this often enough
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done
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I'm sure there could be much more to
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Speaking or scientifically
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Something to say, but that's not
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any task of this format or
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In this series, I thank you.
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Listen to me and I would be happy if
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You'll be back next time
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In the case of an issue, the digression in
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According to funk podcast universum bye
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euroshop
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