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Success on the Internet a new edition

‘Success through achievement through success!’
Manfred Hinrich (1926 – 2015), Dr. phil., German philosopher.

Now it's been a good 2 years since I had published the text and the video unsuccessfully or successfully on the Internet and since then a lot has happened or not.

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What do I think about the age difference in a relationship?

‘Age does not protect against love, but love to a certain extent protects against age.’
Jeanne Moreau

A question that I have never really followed up with, I have never thought about whether it makes a difference to me whether my partner is younger or the same age.

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Youth vs Age in Music

“You have to listen to the music of life. Most people only hear the dissonances.”
Theodor Fontane

In my puberty I often had a discussion with my parents about different areas of life in particular, as far as music is concerned, since I had fallen into electronic music quite early on and my parents were more or less into music of their time, there was always a need for discussion.

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The Cut Massacre in Podcast

‘Those who stand on the edge of a knife still have firm ground under their feet.’
Andreas Bechstein

Mistakes also happen to the best and especially to me it is nice when you are ringing out of bed on Monday after a long TV Sunday and you have the editor-in-chief of NRW Vision on the phone and he says this in episode 15, the rehearsal podcast is a mistake.

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How do I think about drugs?

"Drugs and money are good, only humans are bad."
Unknown origin

Everyone who follows me and my activities on the Internet knows that I sometimes talk about my experience with drugs and that since I have no problem with but also not without.

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Fear of loss

‘Permanent fears of loss inevitably lead to losses.’
Justus Vogt

People who have been following me for a long time know that I am suffering from a borderline personality disorder and for these people one of the worst things that can happen is the fear of being abandoned, even if that is just a fantasy.

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Are you tired, Suffering?

‘Freedom is the primary solution to a secondary problem.’

Every now and then there is a topic where I don't really know how to start. This is just such a topic. It's been exactly one year now. We also had the 5th of August a year ago when I tried to take my life.

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