can let go

‘Letting go costs less power than holding on, and yet it is harder.’
Detlev Fleischhammel (*1952), German theologian

I had already said in some of my previous postings or videos that there are many changes in my life and also many things bring changes that can also demand to let go.

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Time of Change

“Those who are afraid of change get in the way of themselves.”
Helmut Glaßl (*1950), Dipl.-Ing., aphorist

There are so many construction sites and so many acute changes with me at the moment that I am almost killed by the changes and this also has an impact on my creativity, because I now need more peace and quiet than usual.

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Condition broken

‘This is life: Some build bridges, others break them.”
Peter E. Schumacher (1941 – 2013), aphorism collector and publicist

Anyone who has been following me for a long time knows that my health is not always good and that in addition to the physical ailments there are also some things that harm my soul, unfortunately it is so that these two areas sometimes influence each other and that's what today is about.

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Express your wishes

‘What is a fight against external enemies against wrestling with oneself and one’s own desires.’
E. Marlitt (1825 – 1887) German writer

Personally, I always find it difficult when I'm asked what I want, let's say for my birthday, Christmas or any other occasion to say it, what I want is more than difficult at this moment, I can't think of anything, but why is that so?

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The Limit of the Unspeakable

‘An inexpressible thing, such as fear, cannot be defeated with words.’
Georg Skrypzak

In times like these, I am always surprised that some people simply dare to express their political views openly, especially in view of the past in which we live in Germany.

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Fear of loss

‘Permanent fears of loss inevitably lead to losses.’
Justus Vogt

People who have been following me for a long time know that I am suffering from a borderline personality disorder and for these people one of the worst things that can happen is the fear of being abandoned, even if that is just a fantasy.

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friendships

“Good friendships arise – bad things are planned.”
Kitty Pimmer

For someone like me who suffers from a borderline disorder, the topic of ‘friendships’ is always something that is not easy to explain or understand, because people are often mysterious beings.

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A hero is dead

The hero of my life. He was always there for me, never did great things, but much that made my life in this world much better.

I never thought that I would write something like this as the first blog entry in a new blog but my father passed away, in the night from Monday to Tuesday the sad thing is that I still wrote with him at 10 pm and he was still online a little later, so is 22:07, the last thing I read about him and at 22.11 he looked at WahtsApp for the last time.

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