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Hallihallo and welcome to a new edition of the digression,
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Every now and then I almost never get off topic.
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Yes, I'm Sascha Markmann and say hello.
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I thought, let's talk about me.
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I know, I usually discuss topics here that interest me in some way or other.
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Events that happened somehow and things that keep me busy. Sometimes it's social,
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Sometimes it's private and personal, but this time we really dive deep into the private.
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Who is Sascha Markmann and why am I doing what I am doing here?
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So to me. I was born in 1977, so I'm heading very steeply towards the 50.
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And in contrast to the age where all the bums are planning, before the 30's, it's like that with me, yes
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I'm just thinking, where am I, what am I, what am I doing, what is out of me
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What could I do with my desires and ideas for my future?
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Introduce, realize.
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Yes, after I've gone through the typical career, kindergarten, school, I'll be there someday
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I started and did a stink-normal training as an electrical installer, which I did to God.
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Newspaper could shorten and so after two and a half years finished journeyman was. I then had myself
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already registered for mathematics and computer science studies here in Dortmund, I have also been accepted
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I immediately started studying.
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I worked with my old trainers during my semester break.
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This was a huge electrical company that built for control cabinets, for power plants, for large companies.
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And otherwise, I worked at a small electrical retailer.
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Here's how to fix washing machines, TVs, and stuff like that.
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Since I was or am a radio amateur and have always been interested in electronics and have the electrician in my pocket,
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It was not a problem to repair electrical equipment.
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That's how I financed my studies.
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The only stupid thing that happened to me, the Bundeswehr contacted me and I had once
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Leave it alone and the second time it didn't look good. I've been patterned. me
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I am patterned T7, i.e. liberation from basic training, but someone of the radio amateur
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An electrician and a typewriter can write. They needed one and wanted one.
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her. Yes, I had to refuse. I decided to do it because it was from my colleagues.
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recognized that they offer so-called exemption places at the DRC or in civil protection. And this
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I did. I introduced myself and was taken very quickly. And so I have
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stop besides studying, besides work, many weekend services and also in the week still in the evening
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at any events, patches glued, blood pressure measured, at any amount
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Exercises participated and a few other things. And then I realized that this
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Working with people is a lot of fun. At some point I was done with it.
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Studied and then had a few more years at the DRK, because you have to stay for seven years
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at that time, so that the stop is credited with the Siebeldienstzeit, and
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started to work in Dortmund at the city, in the computer department, I waited there servers.
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And at that time, digitalization was just kind of happening, but the infrastructure
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built and such things. And I really realized that doesn't make you a buck. You don't have a buck,
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Do stupid things all the time. And at that time, somehow
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the new market just fluttered and this was the first time that the whole tech bubble burst
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is here in Germany. Then I reorientated myself and especially towards it,
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Tell me about the DRC, it's really fun. So I went to the DRC and looked around.
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I mean, I was already there anyway and drove the emergency doctor through the area and was
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Also on the ambulance, had meanwhile made my paramedic.
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Yes, and then came the fact that they were looking for something in the alpine care. I have 14 days of vacation.
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had taken and then made a trial internship, where they then immediately
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I really threw it in. Open the door, Sasha in, close the door. Of course there was a
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Some things I had to overcome, but I really enjoyed it because these
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Gratitude. Of course, there are also people who are very difficult in old age. But it has in
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Overall, it really made me feel good. I thought, you know what,
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You're going to make your old-age nurse. Then I stopped at just under 30, just before 30,
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I made my old man's nurse. I also passed the exam. Then I stopped in various
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Houses worked, also in my place of residence. I mean, I live at Dortmund or I used to live at
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Dortmund is used to. I also worked in the same old home where my grandmother was.
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I went there so I could visit them more often and I stopped. Well, then to my
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Nearly 40. On my 39th birthday, my body gave me psoriasis. I found
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Now really semi-optimal, because until then, except that I was a big, strong guy,
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slightly overweight. It's easy. I mean at 1.85 meters, depending on when you're in the morning or in the evening
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And 120 kilos you are overweight, but now not in an area where you would say,
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This is dangerous. I have been training, especially back, musculature, legs,
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that I have enough strength for the nursing activities. Definitely
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Come back here. I got psoriasis and then my family doctor sent me to
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Dermatologist and the said, "Your blood pressure medication you're getting is counterproductive, which
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increases psoriasis. You should talk to your doctor about changing that.
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will. Well, said done. I go to my family doctor and he's like, "Yes, we can't leave this out,
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You know, family-related propensity to heart attack, stroke, and so on,
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Family-related high blood pressure, we have to do something about it. You know what, you've got the last one today
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on Friday she leaves, on Monday also, on Saturday also and on Sunday she starts with the
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Re-introduction. I did this and on Saturday morning at 7 o'clock I get up, go to the toilet and notice
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It's kind of funny, emotionally. And yes, then I went to the toilet,
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Then I do my little business and cats sometimes have the habit of
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That they just crawl next to your pants when you're sitting there. Yes, I said stop
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To the fuchsia "You piss off, I want to get up now" and that sounded right
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Strange. Then I got up and realized that everything felt even more funny. Then I am
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I came back, almost stepped on Fuxi, then cursed loudly again, that sounded
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Really washed up. Then I sat down on the edge of the pelvis, got my last cigarette
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Turned on at some point, woke up my ex, said to her, "You, we can go to the hospital
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I think I'm having a stroke right now," and she barely understood that. Yes, then has
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She helped me quickly pack into a jogging suit and t-shirt. Then we are still with
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Support from her down the stairs, off to the car, then we are the few kilometers to the hospital
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I had taken aspirin before because it diluted the blood, and then introduced myself there.
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Then it went very fast. So off to a tube, intensive care unit, transport to the next stroke unit.
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This is such a kind of intermediate intensive care unit for people with a heart attack or even a stroke.
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There you get a lure.
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There you get strong blood-thinning drugs, which should dissolve the Grinsel, so that nothing dies off.
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Neither on the heart muscle nor on the lungs, then it would be a pulmonary embolism.
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Or stay in the brain.
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Yes, I was just within the time window and then everything went quite well.
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Then I spent five weeks on neurology in Recklinghausen,
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Where I had to relearn everything. I had to relearn to speak, I had to sit, stand, walk,
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Eating, swallowing, re-learning everything, because that was all no longer possible.
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And then I was on a rehab for another three months, where I was further rehabilitated.
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The advantage had been how I was these five weeks on neurology.
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I had physio every day of the week, speech therapy, and that really saved my ass.
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It really saved my ass.
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I wouldn't be ready today if I hadn't.
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Yes, get sick pay after that. At some point, the sick pay stops, then you can register Hartz IV
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and in the meantime you keep running to doctors and then you have a bunch of paper
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And that's when you get there and then there's an official medical examination and the
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Then say to yourself, yes, you do, that with the work will be nothing more. Neither in the one
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Job in the other job. Yeah, you have to take a deep breath. I mean, this financial
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Descent that you go through, before permanent employment, part-time job, here and there again a bit
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Well done and then sick pay, Hartz 4, that's where you swallow. You're on a level,
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where you really get existential fears. Well, Shopcenter says retirement. All right, then you do
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then go through the whole procedure and then you get your pension on time,
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Temporary incapacity pension. It's always such a paint racket. In the meantime
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If you have a severely disabled ID card, it will come back. Then you have
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There's a G in it that you're severely disabled. Then you have 100% indefinitely, then know
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Exactly. It's so hard to get these days. That's bad. Well, and then the
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the pension is, after I was then once sent by the pension fund to the doctor,
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also gone through. Then the job center says, well, we're no longer in charge,
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You need to register for social assistance now. Then
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And then you go there and then you go there.
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Pension payment everything is running or something, are
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You depend on that shit.
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Thank goodness it is now that
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training, working hours, which
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Time at the DRC, the foreign assignments at the
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DRC, I had been to Kosovo, I was in
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other crisis areas in the world that
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All of this is credited to me and
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today an incapacity pension
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It's a gift I can live well with. they
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is not lush, no, but it brings
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Make a living for me and I'm not up
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I need some kind of transfer, which is nice. The road there is hard,
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You have to admit that you are broken. And then we're at the point,
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Where I thought, what are you doing now? 2016 was a stroke.
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Until this was all over, we had 2017. In the meantime, my ex-girlfriend
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Separated from me. I also believe simply because with all the changes and also with
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I have not been able to cope with my extremely severe depressive phase. I have in the period
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They eat me fat. I finally weighed 250 kilos and am now on a
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Weight of 170 kilos. I still have a lot ahead of me, but that's just … I was so dissatisfied,
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I was such a workaholic, I only lived for work.
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I had an apartment that cost 200 euros cold, which I have never seen except for sleeping.
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And if there were any activities, festivities in Castro Brauxe, then I slept with the DRC.
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I lived in a super neighborhood. I had only judges ade, chief prosecutors ade,
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Doctor Professor and what else was it? Policemen, so here high commissioner and so ade.
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So there was …, which was a good residential area. But wait, an attic apartment,
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directly under the roof. Super old building and super cheap, but beautifully cut and
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super great layout with great facade, then these old doors, these high ones. The blankets were
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the rooms were simply more comfortable from the heating costs, but I
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I have hardly ever seen my apartment and have actually only in the kitchen and in the
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Bedroom lived and had the living room as a representative space. He was always clean,
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Always clean. The only thing I've ever done is dry laundry. Yes,
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How did it go on then? 2018 is quite surprising, my father died, the stop
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I had a great time at the time, because he did a lot for me. And I
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I remember the last conversation with him who said he wasn't well and then
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Call it, if there's anything, call me or call an ambulance, RTW.
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Yeah, then I didn't hear from him for two days and then I called the police
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I asked them if they couldn't even stop by.
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And then he was dead.
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At least when I saw him
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The policeman came upstairs,
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I knew what it was. It was also such a
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Slap in the face. I then stopped
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My mother called, my sister,
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I said the notice. They were
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Of course, everyone is shocked too. And even if
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Have little before for a long time
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I had contact, for reasons why.
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always,
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They were immediately there for each other.
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I was still in need of care at the time and needed support without end.
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Yes, now that was the case, I was bored.
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I was so bored.
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Of course not now that my father was dead and all this had to be organized,
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But I was bored before that, I was bored after that.
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Then I started studying again.
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I had an agreement with the university in Bochum and could only make the most necessary appointments on site and did most of the stop at home.
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Yes, and I studied religious studies, philosophy and ethics, later also psychology, I did my degrees there.
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Which totally amazes me.
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But still, I had something to tell the world and then, that was even a few days before my father died,
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I founded the Lautfunk publication cartel, the website where the podcast runs and my blog articles.
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And then I wrote the first article that my hero died.
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That meant my father.
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and had then also on YouTube, at that time I still made YouTube, had shared a video,
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I told him in tears what it was like for my father to die.
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I have always had a lot of me, of my emotional world in the content,
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which I have made, and have made in addition to my socially critical contributions
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Personal things are also posted time and time again, as is the story here.
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And that's how the Lautfunk thing developed. I started sometime,
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Take all the videos offline.
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There were really a lot of them.
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I sometimes do two pieces a week.
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I mean by cell phone these days,
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If he's in the parking lot and you're waiting, you can take a quick shot.
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I keep having my thoughts
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Put your opinion on the net.
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It was 500 hours of videos.
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Which I took offline. I've had the monetization for YouTube before,
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Which I did afterwards. It was never something I valued.
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I hadn't activated them properly yet, so I could have gotten them.
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Yes, I've noticed that some content is just not the right one.
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Before the sound radio I already had one, that was the atomic biotope and the
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Fellmensch blog, where I once did socially critical things and
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It's private stuff on the Fellmensch blog. Sometimes the topics were superimposed.
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But these were all things that I stopped, as I was still working,
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a valuable member of society and so much of what I've been told by society
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He also gave back, gave back. In the care of the elderly or also in civil protection
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at the DRC. I still remember the great events in the paramedic on Mayday, at the cycling race in
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Dortmund or in Kastrop. VW Forum, every year hammergeile thing. All the exercises in the frame
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civil protection, preparation for operations abroad. It was so great and
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as much as I could give back, because I was allowed to have a good
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Go to school even though I
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I'm a teacher and there's my
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I have problems with reading and writing,
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to support me in such a way that
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I was able to finish high school and stop
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Studying that I have a
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Vocational training that could stop
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financed my studies,
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later still out of sheer boredom
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I was able to continue studying so that I could
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There was a need, somehow.
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to give something back, except to give a little bit of my opinion to the camera,
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I started the project with the podcast and the blog. And that was
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It's really a big trip, a big change, and I'm still a long way from it.
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I can say I'm at the level I want to be.
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I've written somewhere in the comments,
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I have partial facial paralysis
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and that I will stop
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Speaking blurred or not,
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It almost sounds like Lispeln.
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This is sometimes the case with rectal digital recordings.
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And in the production environment
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Is that something else, too,
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What comes out louder,
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because with compressors and audio editing. Why am I so good at all this audio stuff?
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Well, I was at a free Waldorf school. I can dance my name. Among other things:
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We also had instruments. I can play a flute, I can play a flute,
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What is the name of the great flute? Now my word-finding disorder comes to my senses. Tenor
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Playing the recorder. This is a recorder that's about two and a half times the size of a recorder.
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normal. I can play Shallow. If you can play the flute, these are the same
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Handles like saxophone, oboe or clarinet. Yes, I could play anything if
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I could take that tile in my mouth. These instruments have a bamboo plate,
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What you have to do wet and then has in your mouth and then this slightly vibrating tone is created. Can
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I don't have it, because now I get goosebumps when I think that I'm doing this in
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I have a mouth. It's the same with the oboe, but it's all a little bit smaller and that's it.
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It's like a straw you have to put in there. I've definitely learned to appreciate music.
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and I just started making electronic music because classical music is good and
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nice, but I somehow found four-quarter beat and four to the floor arounds, arounds, arounds somehow horny
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I worked on it, and since I was already a computer nerd at that time,
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12 rebuilt his C64 and at 14 had his first real PC. Yes,
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Then the thing has grown. I've grown up with it, sound cards, always something
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made. I've been working on music and I've got my keyboard.
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and the expansion device, the expander, connected to the computer and could then stop their
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Make clothes. And then it just kept growing, so I stopped at Langdreher station
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Later he even had live performances as a live act. I had several articles in different music newspapers.
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newspapers. I have published music in the Sequencer, so in the Synthesizer Magazine,
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This is called the Synthesizer, and the forum is called the Sequencer Forum. There
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I was on the first few CDs from the magazine. I stopped later under
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Space wave stops on Spotify and everywhere you can listen to music, releases made.
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Mostly very experimental stuff, because the things of that time were very
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Techno-id, I have to say. Later, my sound had shifted from such a real,
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stomping techno to trance and then to progressive and trance and ambient and psytrance,
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Which I still find totally cool today. Yes, and that's why I can edit audio and know
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how to use microphone and compressor and equalizer and how to, what all this is,
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He has and can deal with a DRW and has continued to use it. I mean,
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I had a microphone there, I had everything there and I thought, well, then you make one
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Podcast. And set up a server and put the necessary software on the server,
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So that it's available on the Internet, yes, you've learned that. And that's what you used to have
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professionally made. So much hasn't changed. Linux is Linux. The orders are
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the same ones. Yeah, and that's how I did it. The only difference was that at the time I could
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finance everything without problems. Today it is so, yes, I can finance it, but it is
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difficult. And so there is the possibility of direct support that you can use PayPal
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Sending money. This goes to a special account, where the debits are for the server costs,
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for the Content Delivery Network, because the page has two pieces, once for images, once for the
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Audio files and now and then you have to buy or renew software licenses. Or
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You can also, the other form is just about affiliate links that you can find on the partner sites.
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buy something with the link that I provide there and that costs a nothing, because the things are
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then just as expensive as before, only I get a small commission, which then also everything
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Go to that account to pay for the service. This is the domain,
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this is the server, these are the content delivery networks and just missing software license.
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Yes, as I said, it's a time job because if I didn't do anything, I would
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Going crazy. I'm a total head person. I used to either work with my head,
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I said yes, I have studied mathematics and computer science, I have only with my head
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worked. I then later worked physically in nursing, but also had to
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to be empathetic. Before that, as an electrical installer, I moved huge copper plates for the control cabinets.
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That was physical and head work, because you always have to be careful what you do. In front of all
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Things, if you obscure the things, twist the components together, the wiring
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You always have to be wide awake and on point. Yes, I've always done something,
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what demands me and then you sit there and have a lot of free time and then you started
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Stop doing what you do best. And that's thinking, talking, and all the creative stuff about it.
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Yeah, now you know who I am. I am a middle-aged man, I am severely disabled,
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Get a pension and try to talk people into thinking with what I'm doing here.
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I hope I succeed and I can help people with my blog posts, with my podcast.
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Give something back to society because I've been given so much.
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Yes, maybe I'll record another episode of the days,
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an eye, no, no eye update, a leg update, so you know how my leg is doing,
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They are an eternal fountain of water. Well, it's not water, it's lymphatic fluid,
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Most people say water in their legs. Jo, I'll say thank you,
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I'm glad you've been there so far and I'm looking forward to seeing you next time.
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Maybe you have buck to comment, to like and so on and maybe also
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Try one of the affiliate links here and there.
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Yes, that would really help this project.
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Well, my God, it always feels like Battle.
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I just can't do that, it's terrible.
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All right, bye, Sasha.
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